how many times have i broken your heart;but still you forgive;if only i ask

This is gonna be a long post :)
A very long pictureless post :))
Too bad for you people who have short attention span.

CF CAMP 08 ROCKED.
That's all I have to say :)
Seriously.
This time, I left for camp, I knew God was already gonna speak to me.
But this time.I wanted to make a difference.
I didn't want it to be like every other camp:
A spiritual high- reach home-holy for about 2,maybe 3 days-and its back to the old me
No more of that, thank you very much. I've been renewed, and Im very sure of that.
The sessions were powderful;)God really spoke through Pastor Sandra.
What really stood out was the last night's session.
It was about God looking for champions.
I wanna be that champion.
A champion who would give up everything, even my own life, for Him.
And if Jesus would die for a total nobody like me, I would think a total nobody like me owes at least my life to Him.
I wanna be a champion for Jesus who loves me so much,who endured all the pain and suffering on the cross for me,who DIED for me.
Me, who depite knowing about this at a young age, continued to sin,continued to break God's heart.
I don't wanna do that anymore. I may not be able to pull it off perfectly, but I'll try.
I will try my best to please God in everything I do.
I won't let Jesus' dying on the cross go in vain.
I wanna be a REFLECTOR of His love, mercy and grace.
And I will try my best, with the Lord's help :)
For I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Amen? :)

okay, so maybe this post wasn't that long. but I just wanted to let you guys know how much God has impacted my life through CF Camp! Don't you wanna experience God's love too? :)

ha bloody ha

School totally sucked today. BIG TIME

I should have stayed at home and slept.
I don't think I've ever been this sleep-deprived :(

And I think Pn.Rodzila hates me :/ cuz I talk alot in class :(

SO ANYWAY.
I totally skipped Bacaan today(yay!) because I had to go for class jagaan(BOO!).
Bacaan is like paradise compared to it man :/
And you bananas will know what 3 Bat/Jat/Kem's Bacaan is like.

On a brighter note, W.I.D.E. 101 is tomorrow! :D
And CF Camp is on Tuesday!
wheeeeee! :)

p.s. Oi Dae I thought we were sposed to go 1u with Viv on Monday or something!
p.p.s Bren, sorry i didnt buy your leo tix! :( wa bo lui la!and vincent, im not gonna buy your tix just cause "hot guys will be there"! :P

BOO >:(

GEEEAAAHHHHHH!!!!
Stupid first term started yesterday and the first paper, Seni, was SO FREAKING SCREWED UP!
En Abdul Rahman asked us to study F2 but when I opened the paper it was all F3 and bullshit we haven't even learned yet!
SUCKERS
And I screwed up KH, BIG TIME.
shit.

On a lighter note, went to church this morning for Matthew and Renee's wedding, and the theme was purple and white! *haha suet! be excited!* LOL then durin lunch, Tabs did something so STOOP I won't even say:P *eee tabs,traumatised for life eyh!* haha.
- according to Tabs, FeiYan had something for the wedding singer =.='
-But according to FeiYan, he wasnt DDGG enough :P
-and all this was happening while Nick and Anna were yearning for more wantan :D

I gtg study Sejarah and Geo now.
DAYUM.