how many times have i broken your heart;but still you forgive;if only i ask

This is gonna be a long post :)
A very long pictureless post :))
Too bad for you people who have short attention span.

CF CAMP 08 ROCKED.
That's all I have to say :)
Seriously.
This time, I left for camp, I knew God was already gonna speak to me.
But this time.I wanted to make a difference.
I didn't want it to be like every other camp:
A spiritual high- reach home-holy for about 2,maybe 3 days-and its back to the old me
No more of that, thank you very much. I've been renewed, and Im very sure of that.
The sessions were powderful;)God really spoke through Pastor Sandra.
What really stood out was the last night's session.
It was about God looking for champions.
I wanna be that champion.
A champion who would give up everything, even my own life, for Him.
And if Jesus would die for a total nobody like me, I would think a total nobody like me owes at least my life to Him.
I wanna be a champion for Jesus who loves me so much,who endured all the pain and suffering on the cross for me,who DIED for me.
Me, who depite knowing about this at a young age, continued to sin,continued to break God's heart.
I don't wanna do that anymore. I may not be able to pull it off perfectly, but I'll try.
I will try my best to please God in everything I do.
I won't let Jesus' dying on the cross go in vain.
I wanna be a REFLECTOR of His love, mercy and grace.
And I will try my best, with the Lord's help :)
For I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Amen? :)

okay, so maybe this post wasn't that long. but I just wanted to let you guys know how much God has impacted my life through CF Camp! Don't you wanna experience God's love too? :)